"And then I found out how hard it is to really change. Even hell can get comfy once you’ve settled in. I just wanted the lonely inside me to leave. No matter how fucked you get, there’s always hell when you come back down. The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had. There’s glimpses of heaven in every day. In the friends I have, the music I make, the love that I feel. I just had to start again."
but if at the end you find the person you’ve become is not the person you want to be…you can always turn around and try again.And maybe the next time you won’t be so alone when it’s over.